don't GO AWAY

pulling heartstrings
   tying knots in blood
      of red purple black

emotions so lost and confused that
   if i don't think about it
      they're happy

i'm just a kid, just a teen,
   just a girl, just there.

don't expect, don't accept, don't pretend,
   don't know, just know.

leave me the fuck alone!
   just hug me dammit.

don't GO AWAY!